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i dont really know how to work this @_@.

FUCK IT. THUG LIFE!

LMAO, courtesy of courtney troung :)

Runways.

<-- they get paid millions to look "beautiful" & and to wear retarded looking crap that no one in real life would wear (unless they were high). LIFE IS UNFAIR.

DOCTORS don't even make this much.
Society's an asshole.

October 15th.

9:50 PM

Wednesday, October 14
You will not be at your most patient or understanding either, and some of your troubles on the road could be more self-caused than you want to admit.

Sometimes horoscopes are so dead on correct, its freaky. Lately, my sarcasm has been kicked up a notch. Ive become less considerate of other people. And I've pretty much been pretty anal to everyone lately. I blamed it on "PMS" but the real reason is that I'm just so tired of taking peoples shit. I'm only going to be kind to those who are genuine to me. I dislike being or feeling like someones last resort and i hate being corrected. Deep down, i think i like cussing... it helps me get over things faster. I don't know where or when along the lines i lost my drive, motivation, and passion, but its gone. Ive been desperately searching for this. I cant seem to find it. I want to look forward to school. I want to excel. Why don't i give a fuck anymore? I don't remember what pushed me to excel before.

effortless.

I think I'm going back to my dropping all my shit in a backpack, jeans, sweater, and go look.




"It is best to learn as we go, not as we have learned." courtesy of helen ho and the school agenda :')

Words are... and will always be just words. show me, don't tell me.
-actions have more credibility-

the coke side of life.

My closet is really, truly overloaded. My family is pretty loving most of the time. My grades have potential to improve. So what's missing?

I miss when nothing mattered. Well, something always mattered... I miss when everything mattered less? Ignorance is bliss. Life is bliss. I should be grateful.

I don't remember the last time I looked forward to going to school. I kind of played hooky today actually, haha. Technically, there's nothing wrong with me. Just woke up today and really didn't feel like dealing with it all. I usually don't do this, but I give myself one absence a year, no questions asked.

It's raining. This is definitely my kind of weather :)

October 3rd.

A spontaneous day with Janice Yang.
[x]hair cuts.
[x]Spending all of eternity looking for a basketball.
enough said.

i haven't had that much fun in a while, thank you :')